It’s hard to try to be understandable. Especially after you’ve lost so much respect for that person. And you try to tell yourself that it won’t change a thing, but honestly, it does. And I’m sorry for having to feel this way. It’s not like I wanted to nor like to. But it’s always in the back of my head, and… I won’t, I just won’t. And you know what? It’s fine. I’ll take the distance. I don’t have to push myself into something that I don’t even like. And why should I?
Tagged as: thoughts.