All Time Love - Will Young
Sometimes you walk by the good ones’Cos you’re trying to hard, too hard to see them And sometimes you don’t find the right lines ‘Cos you’re trying too hard, too hard to hear them But you know what it feels like ‘Cos you’re like me And you won’t give up ‘Till an all time love ‘Cos nothing else is good enough I want an all time love to find me
How can I be feeling this way when nothing really even started? Who am I kidding… I know this disappointment. It is what kills me slowly.
I just felt like I’m straying away from the path that I was going towards to. The one where I thought was true.
My heart sings too loudly, yearns too much. I don’t know.
I feel pretty upset because they’re telling me to be cautious when I already built barricades around me. It’s like I have another reason to be more careful, to be more hesitant, to not trust anybody… and I don’t want to live like that. All this rationality and over-thinking every single action or word.. I guess I just feel a bit disappointed because I wish it could just happen easily.
“Then there is the boy you can never stop thinking about. Whenever you see his name, it trips you up. Even if it’s one that belongs to many others, even if he belongs to someone else.You know he is a symbol of your weakness, your Kryptonite. How he rushes in like wildfire and burns through everything you worked so hard to build since he last left you in ashes.”
— Lang Leav (Signposts, Lullabies)